Could I make a bigger fool of myself, probably not.

I swear I have mental blocks that prevent me from seeing and thinking anything else

Lets just say I feel like I made a fool of myself yesterday and today infront of David

A major fool and apologising isnt good enough, I wish I would change or I could do something.

I don't want to be tolerated

Just another clumsy mistake on my behalf AGAIN!!!!

Got upset today, still am but it doesn't require anyones help

its personal and I am not willing to share