Change

After all the healing and changing I haven't really talked about God on my blog, never really have.

Don't know why, it just seemed to slip my mind but I am trying to change that.

Trying been the operative word. I can't say I will or I wont because I will change.

I hate change, I hate it because sometimes we change  and we don't know it, or life changes without  asking us if it could change. Change seems so bad, growing up seems bad an innocents lost with our courage and individuality. WE get to grow up into a world that only wants to see pretty people and $$$ with a 50% of divorce rate in the WORLD! I don't want to change into that world, but do I have a choice with this change??

Everyone "christian" tells me I do,

they say stand out, be different don't follow the crowds. Don't blend in but I find it leaves us "Christians" in the grey area of the world neither black nor white.  We just suck our thumbs and "pray" I am so sick of it, we see a terrible thing and say that it is so bad but what are WE doing about it, not a damn thing? Please correct me if I am wrong but it isn't the "Christians" out in the world changing it...

We are so afraid of things we don't know!!!!

This might seems hypocritical to you because what is Tash doing about it,

tash is waiting as God wants me to be the right hand man, I am going out into this world to help the "scum" of the world as people refer them as.

mind you we all aren't waiting.

Some of you have jobs, so support a kid, its $44 a month that's a little over 4-6 hours of work or one shift!!!
a month.

We seem so scared of this world because we don't know it and we never will, we don't want to get our hands dirty, now do we!!!

If you weren't a christian and you met the christian you, would you become of a christian because of how you are??

For me, no i wouldn't, I want people to meet me and for God to make me shine for him, not change, people change and I find that makes them unreliable even me!

I didn't plan on ranting but it felt good, didn't know i was even thinking that.

quick bible verse

Deuteronomy 31 v  6
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them for the lord God goes with you he will never forsake you or forget you.

I know that we have heard it before, and  I have done a lot of bad things in my life and God still loves me!

He sees those stars every time he sees me!!!

don't be afraid of this world because it IS going to hurt you, it  will knock you down and when you get back up it will knock you down again.

being strong and courageous wasn't meant to be easy so stick at it.
-tash