I feel so happy, so content

like this immense peace and you know where it came from

God, I admit that him and I haven't been at good terms recently

but as I just lay on my driveway and rest in his peace

everything just melted away and I felt so calm

read a thing and it said life was never promised to be easy but we can get through everything,

that is a FACT we are going though stuff emphasis on through, we get through everything, we dont get stuck and not move and hopefully we learn stuff though a troubles.

Wish I could just lay on my driveway forever!!!

Cant wait to die and go to heaven!!!

Boost of something

feel so good after winning

and like I was so nervous and i didnt want to ruin our chance of winning and then the guy was like my speech won it for our team

renee HAPPY DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=D

Im way to compulsive and act without thinking which gets me into situations I dont like

and i can never thank ppl enough for putting up with me and the things I do

so my new idea to prevent this irrational stupid tash from acting is to give a situation 24 hours before I act or then I may choose to do nothing

=D

i think i can manage it! maybe

im just so happy, my mind is at ease

 ok before you say anything, i was like that for the past 24 hours!!

Ask renee!!

in a different context not leaving home but other stuff.

If they could just have a glimpse into my life, just see it for a moment an drealise the impact that they have in it

and how what they do it counts and therefore it hurts too

So what now God, what now

Gee thanks for the free will

we have a new battle front to fight

another battle for me to get stronger

Yipeeee

of well

here I come

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I said to myself I am never blogging again and look at me now

*hangs head in shame*

I hate not having it together and I hate telling people and I am from now on wards refusing to tell people that I haven't got it all together and I refuse to tell people that I am not alright. 

I really don't like it 

it was a good day over all

=D =D =D

Over friendship and funny how this time

i am armed with my determination

which means i can do anything

his loss

always will be

I got my dream haircut!!!

That sounds weird cause its like of all things I could dream of, a hair cut was one of them

moving on

my mum and step were talking at the porch, so my bro and I hid behind the flyscreen and sang can you feel the love tonight!!!

IT WAS SO FUNNY!!!!!

anyway

I for the first time ever am doing maths homework!!!

I think i am falling ill with all this homework i am doing

maybe it is an alien invasion!!

=D

nite