Practice makes perfect...

When we start listening to God, it is important that we obey him. I don't only mean like going out into the world and becoming a missionary but just simple thoughts that your not sure where they came from like something inside of you says bring your house keys. I mean obey that bring your house keys. You will slowly become more confident in listening and obeying what God says. I know I am not always sure and sometimes don't listen. Then I get locked out of the house : ( It takes alot to be fully submissive but just remember Gods ways are perfect, although we still act ignorant sometimes when a task might be tedious or require a personal sacrifice or we might be to cautious and are afraid that we arn't hearing clearly and therefore are to careful to take action. Don't be afraid of making a mistake, there are many things in life worse than making a mistake. Just walk in faith, and don't pretend you are, I pretend sometimes but I wont use this excuse saying that I am human cause I know better than to do that.

A moment lasts all of a second but the memory lives on forever.

The price of FREEDOM is not FREE

P&H

You know when something hurts you over and over again, I always thought that in time to come it wouldn't hurt any more. That I would be numb, I was wrong, so wrong. It hurts the same every time and every time i go through the same motion; anger, sadness, confusion and surpisingly hope. I always hope that one day this would end but these things that cause this pain have an even greater effect on me. I promised myself I will never let any one close enough to hurt me like this and I don't think I will ever break this promise. I get curious as how is this going to help me God in the long run? The next thing is that I feel like what I say and do might put to much pressure on my friends so isolation is the next bes thing. So I wont let them get any closer or if I think they are to close figure out a way to change it. Is this the smartest solution no but I am so sick of all this cruelty and pain around me and let alone the world. When I finish growing up I want to change this!