Happiness may only come in fleeting moments but we can make it last forever if we can treasure each moment. If we hold captive the memory and refuse to let it go and not let anything cloud the memory.

Don't you ever find, that to find that sweetness in life you have an after taste the makes you forget the sweetness because it is so bitter?

Life becomes a count of how many scars you have and how you are dying to be healed, dying for the "perfect" person to just come and be everything that you need.

We begin this search for something just to fill us, satisfy our hunger our need, this thirst for somesort of fairytale to be your story.

We walk right past God but stop to ask him for healing, fulfilment and that "perfect" person.

Funny thing but it doesn't work out like that...

Yeah we got scars and at times we hide them or "show-them-off"

nothing is ever consistant, not even God.

i wish I could make God consistant in my life...

I wish I could fill my all my needs with God, to have no more hunger or wants or thirst for anything but God and his plan for my life.

First step I guess is accepting my flaws and changing the ones I can change, how often do we just try and forget our flaws or brush it off?

I want to be different, really just be a role model and someone to look up to for God...

I want to have a purpose and to make a difference, not in a history textbook but in the lives and hearts of many people who know can have the God I have, no have every hunger, thirst and wants filled with God.

I have this thing were I see what i want from movies, I want some guy to sweep me off my feet but chances are he will drop me almost straight after picking me up, I'm crazy!!

gtg to bed its 1am =D have a plan and figure something out so life evolves around God! I want to be quenched and have my imagination blown up by God. Just require some tweaking and fixing.