A smile can hide all those ugly truths
Simple skills forbade observent gazes to learn anything
In a moment when my smile fades isn't enough for one to see through the mask

But now I'm lost, stuck in the realms of my mind
Lonliness is my prison walls which never let me go

Pain and misery is now an addiction
Can't survive with out my dose

Each dose is another layer a strength to my prision walls
Each dose is driving me deeper into my mind

A beautiful mind now dissolving into bleakness
Who can find me, if I can't?