Found!!!

Was Missing: Natassia Kimberly Ludowyke

Found her tonight, found her in a song.

Ok that was corney but if you could see the world from my eyes, you would see that I was missing. Alas I found ME...

I was listening to a song at work, and then the lyrics of the song hit me.

It was like a massive bucket of water being poored on my head waking me up.

I get the book I was reading, the reason isn't why those girls followed God but simply how they never gave up!!!!!

The question isn't why do people still belive in God, knowing my life I always aked

WHY, WHY, WHY

Any one who tried to live my life, would probably give up, I mean whole HEARTEDLY given up. 

But I haven't, the testimony isn't why i still beileve in God.

AHHHHHHHHHH, DO YOU KNOW HOW GOOD I FEEL?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its like it was the missing piece for everything to link together...

My dear reader, if you do not understand me, try and find it because you can!!!!!

the song lyrics are written below, please dont judge the song as you will soon figure out who sings it,

have an open mind and listen to the song while following the lyrics

I can almost see itI can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Now here are some of my thoughts next to the lyrics

I can almost see it

That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

I have such big dreams but not only my thoughts say i can't reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

At one stage in my life, everything was a blur, nothing made sense.

I kept trying ot move forward. I was so so lost and it was beinging to cost me

My faith is better heaps better but i cna promise that no matter what i think there will be shaky times in my faith but it doesnt matter aslong as i NEVER give up

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

There is always goning to be more hard times in my life to come,

I know that they will hurt like hell but i know that it is a uphill battle and like the past few

months, i was losing but my testimoney is that i never gave up any one in thier right mind would be i didnt

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

I can walk this fight at any pace and i will get to the other side.

I dont know whats there but who cares
I never gave up in my climb, an dthat is what my story is, i never gave up!!

These struggle I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking
I'm not going to break, cause God wont let me!!! :DDDDDD